A song I love dearly. There isn't much lyrics to the song but I'm just loving it.

Medina - You and I

Lyrics:
Nothing left for me to say
There's no more wicked games to play
It's time for me to walk away
I am alright

I feel like I'm on a high
A new beginning that is my life
I'm turning to the rhythm of the night
I am alright

The music is making me growing
The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing
There's no one here to break me or bring me down
And no one here to hurt me or fool around

I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings
Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in
We are at the end no more stupid lies
I'm better off without you here by my side

So no there is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
There is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I

Don't care what other people say
I know you fool around all day
Now it doesn't hurt me anyway
I am alright

And when the day turns into night
I'm in a club forgetting you and I
And when I'm think of how you treated me
You proved me right

The music is making me growing
The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing
There's no one here to break me or bring me down
And no one here to hurt me or fool around.

I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings
Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in
We are at the end no more stupid lies
I'm better off without you here by my side

So no there is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
There is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I

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& There is no longer you and I.

To us, best of friends

I dedicate these 2 songs to Chloe and myself. Those in bold are what we share. Tears, joy, jealousy, hatred, fancy, frustration, thankfulness in these9 years since we became friends. Although we may share our differences, we may fight, we may not cry when the other is sad, we may not share wholesome joy when the other is happy, we may have gone through betrayal, we balance our friendship throughout all the mishaps thrown our way with our pure desire to continue being the best of friends. Some lyrics are to say sorry or 'fuc|c ya' to each other and others. Change the 'I's and 'you's in the lyrics to 'we'.


Fifteen by Taylor Swift.
Lyrics.

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors





Wake up call by maroon 5.
Lyrics.

I didn't hear what you were saying
I live on raw emotion, baby
I answer questions, never maybe
And I'm not kind if you betray me
So who the hell are you to save me?
I never would've made it, baby

If you needed love, well then ask for love
Could've given love, now I'm taking love
And it's not my fault, cause you both deserve
What's coming now, so don't say a word

Wake up call, caught you in the morning
With another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don't you care about me? I don't think so
Six foot tall, came without a warning
So I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here, I don't think so

I would've bleed to make you happy
You didn't need to treat me that way
And now you've beat me at my own, game
And now I found you sleeping sound
And now your love is screaming loudly
I hear a sound and hit the ground

If you needed love, well then ask for love
Could've given love, now I'm taking love
And it's not my fault, cause you both deserve
What's coming now, so don't say a word

Wake up call, caught you in the morning
With another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don't you care about me? I don't think so
Six foot tall, came without a warning
So I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here, I don't feel so bad
I don't feel so bad
I don't feel so bad

I'm so sorry, darling
Did I do the wrong thing?
Oh, what was I thinking?
Is his heart still beating?

Wake up call, caught you in the morning
With another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don't you care about me? I don't think so
Six foot tall, came without a warning
So I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here, I don't feel so bad

Wake up call, caught you in the morning
With another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don't you care about me? I don't think so
Six foot tall, came without a warning
So I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
No, he won't come around here
I don't feel so bad
Don't feel so bad
Don't feel so bad

And I almost told you that I love you..

Darling I like you, but I hate living under your shadow.. And I hope we can rewind. Can we pull through this avalanche..

ON HIATUS. SEE YA.

And through that converstaion, I made a new friend, my old friend from '06. (:

booo

A quick recap of my last few days. Last Thursday and Friday, i was absent for school. Today, due to a slight feeling of guilt, I came to school. AND I REGRET IT. We had this choral speaking practice. I was solo speaker number 4. " Don't eat till you're fed? ". BOA-RR-RING! Spent the next 3 hours playing the airplane, snake board game, chua dai di(sp?) [ big old two - direct translation from Chinese ] .


That'll be the last time I go to school willingly, in fact, I don't think I even willingly went to school today. Going to school after PMR isn't my exact way to relax or spend my 2 and a half months of holidays. mmmmph.

Anyways, speaking of my my holidays, What i have done is watch season 2 of desperate housewives. Now, I'm watching season 3. I'm not able to watch season 1 because it's at Amanda's other friend. Much love Amanda for lending me your desperate housewives DVDs.

I was originally going to start guitar on Wednesday but Jacky isn't free so I'm starting this Friday. As for typing the right way, haven't started a thing. And as for working and earning money, I haven't started too. I have a thought about what i want to do, but I'll keep it to myself for a while. And even if I get that job, I'm not keen on telling people what i do.

But one thing that pisses me off big time is that the friends I hang out with mostly, where people also see us as the 6 sisters, Chloe, SingSing, me, BingBing, Lee Hua and Agnes, don't come out and hang outside of school or scout. Not to be disrespectful, but it's the holidays. I for one won't stay home all day even though I have my desperate housewives to accompany me for like 6 hours per day on it. Oh well. But I'm still going to keep enjoying myself. Toodelu~

what I'll be doing

What I plan to do this holidays despite whatever results I'm going to get.

1. Marry a rich boy.
lol. I was just kidding. skip.

1. Type the correct way.
I type using only a few fingers out of my 10. I know, i know. Embarrassing.

2. Triple my guitar learning time.
I stopped for 2 months ago and now I'm back. I started learning guitar when I was 11 but stopped 3 months later due to the fact i was the only 11 year old girl surrounded by 17 year old guys, I felt mighty uncomfortable. I learn guitar because I like it. I choose to triple my time because I suck at it too although I love guitar playing. I think it's starting to become a fad and it will annoy me if I know somebody learns guitar to keep up with the "fad". Where's the passion? My p.o.v.

3. Make some money.
I don't know how. But I know I will earn it by hook or my crook. Just kidding. I'll earn it with hard work. Things I won't do : waitress, salesperson, cashier etc. Unless if I'm desperate. And hopefully the money I make will be enough to pay for my certain expenses during the trip to Egypt.

4. Speaking of desperate...
Finish at least the first 3 seasons of desperate housewives. I'm still waiting for my cousin to pos laju it to me.

5. Enjoy my trip to Egypt.
Will be meeting Sean and his family and a couple from last year's tour to Turkey.

6. Watch twilight and new moon.
I never thought I had the urge to watch it. After watching new moon's trailer. Damn it, I was hooked. can't wait till 20/11!

7. Watch HSM 3.
Didn't get to watch it last year due to exams. Don't know how it ended. But all I know is I'll be cursing Vanessa Hudgens like crazy if I watch it.

8. Get a new hairstyle.
I'm thinking of going to a hair stylist and want him to give some suggestions and I'll choose the best one. I have no specific hair style in mind.

9. Lose weight.
Due to PMR, I've been eating durians for like 4 days continuously. So i want to cut down the weight until I'm 49plus to 50. I don't think 50kg is heavy since I'm not short. My height allows me to be so.

10. Learn a new move with a friend.
Shall be kept in the dark.

11. I want to be flexible.
I might keep working out or some sort?


That's about it. That is, unless I think of something new I want to do.
What's your plan?